Sometimes,
Rather most often,
I feel disconnected from many people and many situations. I feel a void, I feel lack of information, lack of trust and lack of transparency.
Sometimes,
I be my own enemy,
I repel people who come close
And held people who want to repel.
Sometimes,
I see things aren't
What it is, and not even close
To what I had planned.
Not even a dot..
And then I look at the sky
Stare at the moon with no clue
I feel crippled.
I feel annoyed,
I feel loved,
I feel tied up.
I know,
I am all that is left
When I am in need of someone
Self sustainable survival.
.
Moon after a long time. :)
