Struggle

One night sky.
Emotions were held so tight
Not a tear drop fell onto the ground
It was the heart that was bleeding
By the knives thrown by known strangers.
Struggling was not the right description
Yet guilt wasn't near either.
Betrayal of known people
People so close and dear.
A loner soul, all over again
Shut her eyes to the tears that trembled
Wiping down her face.
Face that once was bright with grace
Is now a damp flower in a vase.
~ PraJna DreameR

Power of Speech -2

Don't let people judge you!
Don't let your feelings be belittled.
Learn to value your feelings first.
It's true you live in a society where you need one another for bonding but not at the cost of losing yourself.
Happiness doubles when shared, True, but '... others happiness is our happiness. ' is a lie,
When your feelings aren't valued,
When your presence isn't appreciated,
When you're treated as a dead entity,
When you're Taken For Granted,
Learn To Respect Your Self, Stop caring more than you're suppose to and gain courage to Walk Away!

Hiding what you feel and what you're undergoing because of someone's faults is an Emotional Suicide! Stop Committing it.
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Walk Away!
Walk towards your self!
Value your self.
Just learn to walk away!

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Nameless..

Several hurdles,
Painful words,
Bee stings, endless quarrels.
Dodge one, the other comes.
Broken pieces,
couldn't be put back in shape.
Opposite Ends never met.
Lies that what this eyes sees,
Lies that what this heart feels.
Lies that everything that exists,
At present.
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Tarnished character.
Torn pages of diaries.
Hurtful memories.
No matter what changes were made,
Compromises were so single sided.
Expectations, that never met.
Help that never arrived.
Soul that still survived.
Life of a loner.
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~ PraJna DreameR
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Power of Speech-1

A friend of mine had said to me, never do something to get appreciated.
He was so true. I failed to understand all these while.
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Some days are bright
Some days are dull.
Some days you get what you want
The other days it's just the opposite.

You look into the mirror
You see only yourself,
Why get worried,
How others see you?

Today they'll appreciate you
Today they'll say they like your works
May be after a while,
They stop to even recognise you.

Never get drawn by
Others' opinion of your image.
Have your own self image.
It's your face you see in the mirror!
no matter when!!
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Rest all are passers-by,
They will stop telling you
the things they told you
All these while

They'll stop being a part
Of your happiness!
They'll walk out
of your life!

Stop Committing yourself
To others' thought.
Self love, Self Care
Is all you need.
~ PraJna DreameR

Insight...

Drop that's so pure!
Makes me wonder,
Where am I, far or near?
To the enlightenment
This life has to throw
Upon me.

I wonder if it knows,
How much it makes me think
Of life, you and me.
Of my wishes
and the path
I am walking.

Strange yet true,
I am wierd, I am cool.
I am a piece of sin
But I am a blessing tooo..
What are you inside?
You the same inside out?

Drop that's so pure
Makes me wonder
Ponder on things
Of past, present and future in unison.
It's a different world inside.
~ PraJna DreameR ��
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It's Okay!

I write for myself.
I write for I want to write.
I write so that I feel better.
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Today, I felt the need to understand that it's okay if others don't like what we do so passionately.
It's okay if none console us when we're depressed.
It's okay if none like us the way we are.
It's okay to cry and brood over the problems.
It's okay if people mock you.
It's okay to be a loner by choice.
It's okay to be a loser.
It's okay to dislike the society.
It's okay to ignore social gatherings.
It's okay to get ignored.
It's okay to be a burden to everybody.
It's okay to suffer the illness.
It's okay if not wanting to do what everybody else do.
It's okay, absolutely Okay, to be abnormal.
It's okay, as far as nothing is okay.

Warning: Deep!!

Somewhere deep,
Inside me, I fall again and again,
For the lies this heart tells,
For the dreams these eye show.

Somewhere yet again,
I fail!
To realise whats true
And whats false

This wave
Of fall and raise,
Pushes me ahead
Time and again.

Peoms? I just dont know what to call these random lines I usually write, there were times when I spammed my twitter TL with these stupid senseless lines. After instagram happened to me, I have stopped writing much there... People do remember me there! That surprises me.

Who are true, who are false? What is real and what is not? We all have a parralell life running!
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One is virtual
And the other is real? Is that the way things have to be??